I really don't know whats wrong with me. I am dealing with things in my personal life, both family and relationship issues. I am 20 I turn 21 this year, I attend college and I am pretty sure I am going to fail every class I am enrolled in this semester. I do not want to fail, I want to have a high gpa and graduate! I would like to make my parents proud, and not waste my mom's money. However I haven't lived on campus since freshman year and I get lazier and lazier each year. I been on academic probation before, so I'm scared about this semester. I started it out strong, but missed ALL my classes for a month or 2. Just because I could not bring myself to leave the house or go. I would still do the work and even miss turning it in just because I didn't get to class in time. If I'm late to a class, I will just not go.

Ive been considering seeing the school counseling for some time but Im scared and embarrassed about talking to them or just thinking they really won't care.
I also plan on taking summer school (if they don't kick me out!) I really do not want to fail in college, I just cannot seem to find the motivation i had when I first started.