Hi Renounced, I know you've had people in your life who haven't treated you the way you've deserved to be treated, but that makes them "wrong" not you
In my eyes you communicate so well on here.......IRL I know you've had problems with self esteem and depression and your experiences in the past which may be holding you back but that doesn't need to say that you can't (with support) come closer to communicating better out there like you do on here
And not helping people like others do.........on that I'm pretty certain that you're selling yourself well short there!!! You're no doubt so much more helpful to people than you're realising!!!
But please don't see yourself as nagging when you're saying what's going on for you, it's good that you're letting that out. Real good!!! We may not always have answers, but if somethings bothering/hurting you then it matters..........because, you know.......WE/I CARE!!!
I know that might be hard to really believe/feel with what you're going through, but please try, hey??!! Because it really is true
Alison