thank you Echos Myron.

i honestly can't talk about transference with my T, she has NO IDEA about me having transference for her, she doesn't even know it exists in our relationship, i am not a person good at expressing her feelings for others so she really does have no idea. i am far too ashamed to talk about this, i'm heartbroken and i don't ever want to see her again.

i'm ****ing done with her. she can **** off. i don't care anymore. she was wrong. I don't matter. i really ****ing don't.