I shouldn't go look on my T's Facebook. I can't see anything, only her profile and cover picture. She has a new picture, it's of her and her 1-year old daughter. So cute. I feel so jealous now. And sad. My T is so nice and she deserve everthing good.
But I want something too. I don't know what. I was so sure I didn't want a child or to live with someone. But when I see a photo of my T with her cute daughter... I feel like it would be nice to have a daughter too. But still, I don't want to be pregnant, and I don't want a son.
I don't know. Maybe it's not even a child I desire. Maybe I just want some love.