I ended up forgetting the stuff I wrote her, so I didn't get to cover it all. We did talk a lot, and we did cover a bunch of stuff, but I'm regretting leaving her the message. She is (understandably) concerned about my ability to process the trauma stuff while dealing with the housing crisis. My goal for this week is to prove I can cope... Part of me wants to just ask her to agree to the trauma work if I agree to keep coming back in one piece. I really need to feel like I've accomplished something in life. Every time I leave therapy without getting any further on it, it feels like I've failed it again. I need at least one thing I'm not failing at...