(((ThisWayOut)))

Did your T bring up your call at all? It sounds like she must have, since she was concerned about going forward with the trauma stuff? But you didn't have time to ask her for other resources?

I'm so sorry, that sounds really really frustrating. I hate sessions like that, where you leave feeling like you missed something important... and like now something you care about and want to deal with is in jeopardy.

I really relate to feeling like you're failing at everything, I feel that way a lot lately. I don't know how to get past it, I'm so sorry. Maybe just try to find one thing you can say isn't a failure? Like, the fact that you're still alive, and still TRYING (via T) despite all the absolute crap you've been through... perhaps that's something to be proud of and consider a success, the fact that you haven't given up yet?

Do you think if you called her back and asked her to bring a list of resources for you (for the housing situation) to your next session that she'd do that? Is that something she'd have access to? Just a short message and request, nothing too complicated?

*hugs* (((ThisWayOut)))