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Originally Posted by ThisWayOut
There realyl are no resources. She had looked after getting my message (and yes, she addressed it. sorry I wasn't clear about that), but those resources just don't exist... at least not for me. If I were more severely disabled and on meds and not able to care for myself in the elast, they could hook me up with a case manager... or if I had HIV... but not simply because I am a hot mess emotionally, and that keeps me from being able to effectively make any strides.  |
I'm so sorry... geez, that really sucks.
I *hate* that feeling of being broken enough to need help, but not broken enough to actually be able to get it... it's really rotten and insane.
Honestly, I'm not sure what else to say... it's just such a rotten situation. And, I feel really bad b/c I know from your other postings that you've been through so many Ts, gotten bounced around so much, and that's not an effective or helpful way to address trauma. It's honestly not fair to you - and I'm not sure how you can get what you need, or what I can say that might be helpful.
I'm sorry though... I wish there was an easier way to get through this, and get help, and to keep your housing situation stable enough for long enough for you to get help!!!