I've been studying everyday for the past week and a half or so and it feels like I've gotten little to no progress done. I love my friend and I feel bad for saying this but I rather not have her come visit me at all because she picked the worst week of the entire school year to come visit me. Not only that but she's staying 9 days!!!!! I'm going through one of the most stressful times of my life and now I have to worry about hosting her and having a bad night's sleep every night since I'm offering her my bed. The day she leaves is the day I start my 4 exams within the span of 3 days. These finals are worth a ton of my mark- one's actually going to be 100% and I HAVE to do well on them. I met this friend at a trip abroad and I haven't seen her for 2 years. She lives all the way in England so this is probably the only time I'm going to see her. I love her and I know it's not her fault since she's traveling the world and this is the only time she can come visit me between all the other trips she's booked but it's come at the most inconvenient time ever. It's not even just about the exams- I have a place that I have to sublet for the summer and the stress of that has been driving me nuts. With everything going on, I haven't even had the time to look for a summer job! I just have WAY too much on my plate right now and a bit of me deep down is mad at her for coming at this time. I have issues dealing with my mood so I really hope I don't lash out on her- I tend to do that to my mom a lot when I'm stressed out. There's just too much suppressed inside that I'm bound to blow up.