Well my T has finally decided to refer me to a pdoc. I'm honestly not sure how to feel though. I've been talking to my therapist a lot about my life and she's been helping me understand what all may have been caused by bipolar and being bipolar does make everything make sense but when I talk to my husband about it all he just says that people use it as an excuse for behaviors such as hypersexuality, or irritability and lack of stress overload. I've tried talking to him about the hyperreligiosity but he's just says "I've been super religious before, doesn't mean your bipolar." He basically doesn't believe that bipolar exist. Apparently all the symptoms are bs and just excuses for things or acting certain way. I try telling him about how I dint handle stress well but to him no one handles stress well and you just got to deal with it and not quit. I just dint know what to do about this anymore. I can't talk to him about bipolar anymore because I'm just making excuses and also because the first part of our relationship I had hypomania experiences it wasn't really me. I just wanted or thought he'd be supportive and I guess he's not. Ugh, I just really don't want to be bipolar but I guess I can't or don't decide that.

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