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Originally Posted by _Mouse
Bring jealous of siblings is a very young feeling.
Discovering info about your T that reinforces her separate Ness is also a very young feeling.
These are painful emotions to work through, hence why we should have got through them during childhood.
You can either run and live life afraid, or face the issues and reach a level if maturity where you can fully enjoy life.
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i don't have any siblings myself but i can see what you mean, i should've resolved all of it when i was a kid but i didn't. i just feel insanely jealous of her children, and i feel like i don't matter.
it's like my T just used me and strung me along, just like my abuser did, and i trusted her and genuinely believed she loved me, just like my abuser. but she doesn't. she's just another therapist. she doesn't care about me.
god, this is torturous
