Got out of the hospital on Moday after an inpatient stay. The docs think that between a bad reaction to prednisone and PMS, I just lost my mind. I couldn't deal anymore, so I just went to the hospital. They increased my geodon and added haldol as a prn. Feel slightly better. Was gonna lose it in the hospital, so they gave me a vistiril and I slept for 2 days. I also think they double dosed me one of the days, but I was so out of it, I can't be sure. I ended up reading 2 books while in, and can say that James Patterson is a horrible author. The nurse staff was good the first day and took out time to talk to me when I was freaking out. The rest of the days the nursing staff sucked. Just there to pass out meds. I only went to 1 group while in. Not of a fan of the groups, especially with the psychologist that's there. He's kind of a ****. I've been to this hospital 3 times now, so I know.

I got super overwhelmed yesterday, so I just hope that's still the rest of the prednisone getting out of my system. I was stable for 7 months, want to get back to that. Not used to feeling so funky.

I told my boss and the rep who works for the company I'm contracted with at work, and they were understanding and told me to take it easy this week. I just want to work. I hate not being able to do it. They told me to rest and if I needed help to ask them. Could've went much worse, which it has in the past. Glad it didn't this time. Didn't tell them I was bipolar, just that I had a reaction to meds, so hopefully that can't come back to bite me.