I'm sorry to hear about this episode, but you made me smile. I think James Patterson is a terrible author, too. He is so popular, though.

I had a bad reaction to prednisone once and got really scared at the impulsive sui thoughts that started randomly popping in my head, like when I was driving. That was as far as it went with me, but it was still scary.

Aw, I hate to hear that you feel guilty. It's not like you went on a spa weekend.