I'm extremely new to this site. I was previously diagnosed EDNOS several years ago, got better, got worse, got better, got pregnant, got fat. I weighed quite a lot at the end of the summer. I've lost weight recently, but it's by falling into old ED ways.

I abuse laxatives, and I am the only person I know who has ever done this. Everywhere I turn, I am the only one. Please tell me I'm not alone. The shame is unbearable.