I go unless I'm sick.
Lately I've debated terminating because I have lots of feels but I don't do the back and forth. If I've committed myself to go, then I'm going to go because I'm doing this for me. If I don't want to see him, then I might as well terminate because there's nothing to be gained by being a no-show.
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“It's a funny thing... but people mostly have it backward. They think they live by what they want. But really, what guides them is what they're afraid of.” ― Khaled Hosseini, And the Mountains Echoed
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