Dear T
Thank you for being so kind and patience today. I hope you didn't find it anoying that I was crying and not saying anything for some time. I think you didn't, because you were so nice, but still, I worry. I wish I could have told you everything that I was thinking, but that one thing, that huge thing, I just can't talk about. Not to anyone. But maybe it isn't necessary. Now I have to wait 8 days to see you again.