I don't see my bf much at all lately...


You know what's worse than not spending enough time with him? Getting that time and feeling utterly heartbroken when it comes to a halt.



Weird I know



I very much try to steel myself toward the end, mentally remind myself its inevitable, which makes it easier, but its evident that I'm still affected as I subconsciously pick a fight with him the next day.

He's been great at catching them tho, it's good one of us can recognize it before I implode...

We dont even always get into a huge discussion. Sometimes he just sends me a loving and encouraging message, and my eyes open.



Just thought I would provide that bit of personal info, it may be the insight you need, or it may not.

Idk your fiance.

Hope things improve for you both soon.