AH! Sorry it took so long to reply, but seriously!?! No! Thats your problem, you need to find something to do. Get yourself busy!

You have a wife, so you must want something good. you just need to really find something different to help you.

So many people just keep doing the same the all the time. Go to bed, wake up, go to work, come home, eat, poop, go to bed. put it in what ever order, but thats what we do, and we are HUMANS! YOU ARE something, really sit down and find out what really makes you want to do something? It can be whatever makes you happy.

I'm not some hippy dippy bull shnitter, I'm a human just like you and I have a husband, and if I knew he felt the way he did I would be pushing him just the same, well probably more because I live with the guy!

But point being, if you could do something, right now, that would just bring enjoyment to you, what would it be? Don't worry about anyone else, just you. What would you do if you had that chance?

Meph... sorry... I get a little passionate about life