I ahd to work today.. and i thought cornations was tuesday but it was today. Well i tried finding a replacment from 7 30 to 9 but no one would come in. And it was up to the girls i work with and the LPN if i could leave early but the LPN was being a brat and said no..... So i missed my last homecomming.. With my luck i will work threw graduation and prom too.. I freaken cant stand this stress.. i was up all nite in the bathroom cause i had very bad cramps and couldnt get out.. and didnt fall asleep till 3 in the morning.. Im so burned... I just want to cut my problems away.. i even took apart a shaving razor just in case.. i dont think i can fight the urge anymore......

sorry, i know im just babbling on..