long story short...
some people keep asking me what i "plan" on doing with my life, i don't know how to respond
i thought i was doing well and everything i needed, but apparently im still wasting my life

i don't have a job
i don't have a girlfriend
i dont have any friends outside of family
i dont have much at all when i examine everything
i don't complain about any of this though

i try to go with the flow
i just hate being reminded of my short comings, i want to be successful and have a family of my own, but i don't see any possibilities of that happening so i try not to think about it

i dont know what im saying, ramblings...