I am having trouble with my psychiartrist, but the medications I have been put on have left me feeling apathetic, along with along list of other difficulties. Coherent thought, depression, cognitive troubles. I have shared this quite a bit in other places on the website. I honestly have nothing else to say about it. So a month ago I was told by my Pdoc that she didn't think I had Bipolar but was going to proceed with Bipolar medication. Yesterday she said that I was diagnosed with Bipolar. But I have never had hypomania or mania. If anything I fit the Dysthymia diagnoses. But I don't even know how to approach the situation anymore, I am too tired and I have trouble speaking, I don't make sense to myself anymore. Can give me some sort of something? I am quite desperate and i don't have anywhere else to turn. sigh.....
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