She was saying something about a pre-verbal abandonment wound or something which I only half-heard because I was already going "oh good lord...." in my head. But I don't think that's just rhetoric on her part, because I do have a history of night terrors as a baby, where I would scream my head off in my crib looking like I was wide awake but I was asleep, and my parents didn't know what to do so they just stood there and called the doctor who basically said "just watch her" so they really did nothing. Wonder if it stems from that. Oh good lord all over again.