i tried talking to them last night, to see who broke down, but nobody would talk to me. it was like talking to a brick wall. it made me think it was somebody that hasnt identified themselves yet. it was just complete radio silence. maybe i could journal now and get something. im in the middle of another panic attack brought on for "no identifiable reason". i took two clonopin and still feel like a load of bricks is on my chest but at least my head isnt going to explode any more.