omg....if this day (thank God its 1 AM...) gets any worse i swear on future grave i will seriously blow up and tell everyone off ...including future family in law....and i will personally drop off the face of this earth......

ok so first of all...i barely sleep..i use sleep aides otherwise i dont sleep at all...so when i take them i need a full 8 hour sleep or im terrible...so my LOVELY sister in law leaves our bedroom door open...and everyone decides lets hold a conference outside of my bedroom ...oh...for the heck of it....and i get to wake up at 7 am...yey...even though i go to bed 3/4 am ....because i dont get home work till 12 and after i wash dishes and get things situated its like 1 then my sleep aides kick in around 2 and it takes about an hour to crash....so ANYWAY ....I have a fight with my bf.....and people keep coming in and out because we just cant seem to EVER be alone...its impossible....so we settle it and go to work...and one of his residents falls....then i have to drop everything i am doing...of course...to help him...stressful huh....so when im trying to help...bf shoves me aside....gggggreeeaaaaaaaatttt......Then one of MY residents tries to get up...so i take care of it....and i get yelled at by the other resident...because she doesnt think im doing it right....by this time i want to hit someone over the head...and hers is looking pretty darn good to hit....but i dont...then i have another resident...who keeps pressing the call light for FUN ....and then one of the other CNAs (shes really not that good of a worker) is letting her resident walk up and down even though the resident is a high risk for falls.....omg....and she is bleeding down her cheek...so guess who saves the day...once again....THEN during my dinner break with BF ...he is telling me that i spend way to much time with my residents (UMMM i thought that was part of my job) and telling me how im stressful and people keep coming to him to tell me to relax...well you know what...TELL ME TO MY FACE....i freaking put YOUR residents to bed ...I answer your freaking call lights...and you have to talk about me behind my back...omg....so my bf and i spend like an hour in the car debating and yelling...so i get in the house finally sit down (dont even take off my uniform) and my bf comes in and throws a 271 dollar BILL in my face...apparently the cell phone company went retarded and thinks we havent paid (though i have paid with my credit card and have the proof that we have) and they say ...we are going to cut you off....great...so i call the company..guess what...they are shut down till 7 am the next freaking morning.....omg....so i had to remake my bed cuz bf messed up....couldnt find my account number and my fan on my laptop cooling system malfunctioned..but then it went back ok...my roommates yelled at me for waking them up...lol like they never wake me up.....so i FINALLY get in bed...my cell phone isnt charged and almost out of battery, i forget to turn out the light...my computer came unplugged and i got ahold of some chocolate..which turned out to have peanuts(MY ONLY HOPE) my lost my bedshirt(i dont know how) and the shirt im wearing is bugging the heck out of me cuz its small..and i come on and go to the support chat and one person comes on and drills me about what is my age...that that is sooo important...if im a girl or boy...what are we in the teen chat??? well ive been lurking...but i havent posted or anything other than this right now in awhile...no hugs...no wonders....just ...gone....omg....its been so terrible from 7am to 1 am ....is that some sort of (now i cant think of the word) record...lol the word is record....is that some sort of bad day record???? I cant wait to fall asleep...lets hope no nightmares to pull it off....(flops down and sighs...)
im sorry i probably blew everything out of proportion but it just sucks....