Bree, I feel like you're slipping. I don't even wanna give it a name, depression does it no justice. It's just a %#@&#! word really. A word simply won't do it justice. Bree, ask yourself what you want. In this world, it's the only thing worth contemplating. What do you want? Ask yourself. And Answer it. Think about it. What we want is the only thing worth living for. Anything else will just fall short. So ask yourself what you want. Don't think about how you'll get it, HOW will come later. Go crazy with answering it. A thousand bubble gum wraps? A genie in a bottle? A plane ticket to Bhutan? Make a list.

There is no reason why anyone is alive, they CREATE the reason for themselves. Create your own reason. You're not that out of control of what's happening...it's only an illusion, in the end the truth is you're always in control.