Small talk with strangers is out of the questions. Even when they initiate it's hard, I have no idea what to say. When I'm with people I know it's a little different. Sometimes I think I'm secretly an extrovert. I really like talking even when it is pointless, it gives me confidence. However, my brain fumbles most of the time, searching for something, anything to say. When I do say something its really good and totally worth it. when it's one on one I can answer questions and sometimes even volunteer information . If I could talk,I think my avpd would slowly fade away...