I have asked him for clear boundaries and he doesn't respond. He made me so many promises while I was in therapy, about post-therapy contact so I just cant understand what he is doing. I told him to please let me know what he wants and I would accept it, even if it meant no contact again. No response. This is just so unlike him.
He always danced around my feelings for him. Never really wanted to discuss them.
Didn't respond pro or con to my expression of love for him. Whatever happened to working through transference in therapy? He avoided it like the plague and I was never able to interpret why. I fully believe he has feelings for me outside of therapy, so this is really painful. Has he lost his nerve to simply be honest? Is he really trying to blow me off by not responding. He has to know it is really upsetting me. What purpose would it serve? I might keep bugging him, stalking him...NOT!
I wish he would just tell me to get lost, that he has changed his mind. I will deal with it!!! Now, I am getting very angry and resentful
towards him. I don't want to become bitter and lose all the wonderful things I experienced with him as my therapist. So, after emailing him that I was reaching out to him, and could he reach back to me, that I needed his friendship and support, there is still no response. I AM NOT GOING TO CONTACT HIM AGAIN. I don't need this to complicate my life. He is an a...hole. How's that? He always told me I needed to express myself and get angry about things. Now I can move on. Or, I could send him one last angry email.......