I can't smoke weed for the same reasons here. I hate it. I haven't in 25 years. I often wondered how it affected others because it always seems different to other people. I can be sitting in my vehicle and then it feels like I stepped back into a bubble and am watching an imaginary world, depersonalization and derealization. I'm so used to it now, that it just seems normal. It doesn't last long, but any long is too long IMHO.