happy fathers day dad. if only you cared as much about me and my kids as you do mystep sister and brother and their kids. thanks for never telling me you love me.i sent you a card and a birthday card. you wont be getting a call, cos you make me sad and insecure and feel i was never ever good enough.

thanks for never even caring when you found out i od'd.
thanks jan for giviing me this chance to rant and vent and get it off my chest.

i miss having a dad who loves me.

jinny