Sorry to start another thread am struggling at the moment
a member of my family is pregnant i found out a few weeks ago
am scared am going to harm this baby once it gets here am feel like i cant hold it or ill end up dropping the baby
there have been things in the news about baby deaths the thoughts are bad
i dont think i can hold this baby because am scared ill do something bad
its been about 11 years since i have held a baby
then my OCD wasnt as bad as it is now