Please don't abandon me not now not when I need you the most. I just learned to trust you. I'm sorry it took so long. I just didn't want to be left again. I know I can be stubborn but I am trying to work very hard at changing. I know I let you down when I do you know but it's all I know at the moment. I do want to have friends but I'm terrified they won't like me after they get to know me. I'm not the best person to have around. I only cause trouble for everyone. I'm not sure if you even like me. You haven't done anything but support me. Maybe it's me trying to push you away so I don't become attached. Too late because I find myself now dependent on you. Please tell me you can help and will continue to provide support. I need to know you will be here