I can't agree more with Sparky Cat - I too am having issues with my family - my sister is moving to another place just 8 months after we had decided to try and live together again. It's been very tough accepting not only that she is moving away, but that my BPD has caused her to feel that she needs that kind of space to feel better. But, we have been talking a little bit, and accepting that fact, and trying to see the positives about it (which, I am very glad to say she has been helping me see the more positive side of her move) I am slowly feeling better. There is no doubt that I can very easily convince myself that my world is ending because I feel it so....but when I meditate, I can see a little more clearly and see that my world really isn't falling apart. Stay strong and keep coming by here - there are a lot of supportive people around.

I wish you love and strength.