I have felt the same way lately. I moved out of my home state 3 years ago and know no one here. Not that I had many friends left anyway. My wife doesn't really allow me to have friends because she is afraid that I will return to my old partying lifestyle.
My Wife is in denial about my diagnosis and to be honest I haven't fully accepted it myself. She told me not to tell anyone in her family about it which is all the people I know here. Since I work part time (30 hours) I am expected to do the brunt of the housework but when I can't get off the couch I am a lazy ***. When I get irritated with her I am crazy and need to take my meds. When I take my meds I am ridiculed for being weak.