Feeling even worse now, son is acting up even more today, and I am the one stuck trying to calm him down. I think after 4 years of having to be the main one to watch and care for him, while juggling school, work and this disaster of a marriage, I am at the point that any little thing sets me off, my tolerance is just so thin. I hate being this way, because my son is on the end of the backlash of this, and I don't want it to be this way :/ it just sucks