When I talked to my mom this morning, I was first (on one phone call) scrubbing my car's interior and second (on another phone call) scrubbing down my living room walls. My house hasn't had such a good cleaning since I don't remember when. I left my toddler out of her car seat in my running car (I was cleaning the car and was listening to music) and went inside to wash my hands. She locked the door and was trapped inside of my running car. THANK GOD the AC was on and THANK GOD my dad got there within 15 minutes and was able to get her out quickly. I was just so careless. It was very scary! The kids and I went to my parent's house this evening. My mom asked how much I slept last night and I told her about an hour. Well, she started telling me that I was talking too fast and I better make sure I sleep tonight. I tried to explain that I can't help not sleeping. She asked me to tell my doc about the things she noticed: focusing too much time and effort cleaning, decreased sleep, spending money, making poor decisions, and talking quickly. She wants me to ask him if we should be concerned. But, I still FEEL fine. I feel less depressed but still not great and my husband also says I seem fine. I don't want to tell my pdoc what my mom wants me to share because I'm afraid he will stop the Vybanse which is the drug I feel like has finally given me my life back. I don't ever keep things from my pdoc but in this case I think all is well so there is no point in telling him. I was planning to tell him I was still depressed! Oh how different this perspective would be! BTW, I can read this and tell that it "sounds manic" (or borderline so) but I can read it and think I am finally back to myself and I so don't want to lose it by losing this medicine.

My mother already called me this evening (past when she normally goes to bed) to make sure I took my meds and to remind me to get to sleep and no PC...just lay in bed or maybe try some TV. She is definitely concerned.