This morning I was all depressed feeling and now it's 12:17am here and I'm wide awake, not sleepy at all ( I never am at this time) I feel like writing a gagillion posts. I have so many ideas for posts but I can't write them all. I guess I could try but you all would probably be annoyed with me. I just want to talk about everything and get to know everyone. I don't even know how to write about some of the things i'm thinking in my head. I had an idea and then I lost it because I got another one and then lost that one just as fast. Crazy thing is I know i'll be all irritated and sad tomorrow. That's how it seems to go. Things easily setting me off to either irritated and upset or depressed feeling. I wish it would stop. Why can't it go back to happy me in 2013? I miss that me and so does everyone else. I was on top of the world then. I'm rambling again. I'll stop now