About to be 12:30 and no sight of sleep is in he future. I am glad I am getting back on here, but it just means that I have accepted that I need help again. I have a long day tomorrow. Hopefully I will make it through. I just need to accept that sometimes, I have to walk by myself and realize I need to be more accepting of myself. I need a better self image. However, I just keep thinking, I will start working on that tomorrow. When will that tomorrow be my today? One day I will make it happen. Right now I just need sleep and a dog to keep me company.