The weirdest thing for me is always, I can't understand how when a guy is a bit awkward or weird (like me for example) it is always glaringly obvious, and the women can pick up on it immediately.

With the ladies though, many of them have hidden mental issues and stuff and you would never tell, they look dead normal, just like the hottest girls. I sometimes wonder if most of these hot girls don't have narcissistic personality disorder or something. Sometimes I'm sitting in a mall or something and you just look at them walking past. Look hard, look past all the beauty and stuff, and then you see it - the fear. The need to conform to what "beauty" should look like. Even the fat girls, they don't miss out either, they also spend just as long on doing themselves up. Why do they dress up the way they do? Have you noticed how they all wear the same hairstyles? Or wear the same kind of clothes? Yeah sure, they all look different on first impressions, but are they really? In terms of style, they are essentially all wearing the same thing, and that thing is what has appeared in the latest People magazine or whatever the rubbish is called.

It's sad. Everyone looks up to people in Hollywood. Why would any person model themselves after those assholes? They are all classic NPD. They constantly break up, they chase fame and fortune, and they die at 34 from a drug OD.

At first it all seems rather innocent, doesn't it? I mean, so what, let the stars do what they want, it doesn't affect me. But, what I've come to realize is, other people who don't think like me cherish the ground these people walk on. These are the rolemodels. People with NPD are the rolemodels of society! And what happens? Narcissists breed narcissists. A narcissist feeds on others, in this case, the whole world basically. Is it then not possible that all the normal people who read and watch this crap are becoming the mirror narcissists?

Look at the ordinary people walking in the mall next time. Look at the women especially. Blur your eyes to eliminate their faces. Go to one of these magazines. Blur your eyes again. $50 says you see the exact same image staring back at you.

You ever wanted to know how Lucifer would look and act walking on earth? Look no further than Hollywood. Ironic, isn't it? Los Angeles - "city of angels".