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Originally Posted by FallingTears
Secret Galaxy
Have you told the therapist that you don't trust her as much as u want to because of her reaction?
She probably did not intend to hurt u like she did and if u tell her how yr feeling, she might explain her reaction in a way that helps u feel better about it.
If she's any good you should be able to sort out ur lack of trust so that you can either tell her how much u fear getting more out of control, or "sack her" and find a new one.
You can't go forward if u don't trust her, and u need a good relationship!
Regards
FT
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What exactly happened was that she forgot that I had just turned 18 and when I told her I relapsed, she was very firm about telling my mom. I explained to her that, now that I'm 18, I don't believe she can. So she talked to her supervisor to ask if she still could, and the answer was no, but it bothered me. She explained her reasoning and I get it, but I just don't like that she had to ask her supervisor. She explained to me the reasons she would have to tell my mom anything (suicidal or homicidal thoughts) and I understood why for those. Overall, I feel like I will trust her eventually, but the way I build trust is off of reactions, so if someone reacts too strongly, I am cautious with them naturally.
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