I have bipolar disorder, and my grades are always up and down each year. But this year I'm a senior. I have no motivation to do my work, and if I do poorly on a test, it's like I don't even care anymore. Like I've just given up on myself. But at the same time; I'm in the heart of a manic episode. I'm not failing anything, but I could do WAY better. Has anyone experienced this before? I want it to stop before I start college in the fall but knowing my luck it probably won't.