I see a lot of kindred spirits on this thread. It's a shame that there are so many lonely people in the world. The soul dies bit by bit without human touch and an intimate connection, but like a bad tooth, it's a silent death until the nerve at the core is effected. At that point, there is screaming, agonizing protests. I don't see our own core any different and mine has been screaming for years. Hugs to you all.