I'm stuck in a cycle. I'm lonely, and I hate it, so I try to find ways to find people online to talk to. But I have nowhere to look, except for mental health forums/chats, because I really dont have any interests. I end up not being able to relate, because I either cant relate (because I dont have any disorders/take meds/etc), or because the excessive negativity ends up bringing me down further. This ends up making me feel even more alone and desperate for human contact, and I end up feeling angry at humanity because even though I'm trying, I cant find a place to fit in .__.

I think the only solution is to get over it and focus harder on doing SOMETHING hobby related, even if it feels like dragging one foot infront of the other to accomplish.. but since when has 'get over yourself' ever helped anyone ^^;

I posted this in general Q/A.. cause.. idk. If you have 2 cents to throw in, go for it ._.