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Originally Posted by grey_aj
Life's good. Life's great. There's a small chance, however, that I'm lying to myself, because somewhere in the back of my mind the thought of self-harm always subtly creeps in. I'm way better than I was before, but for some reason I keep reminiscing about it.
The only thing that's keeping me right now is that I know if I do it, I'll won't come back this time.
- AJ
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Hi, grey aj,
Hey,
really well done on the progress that is seriously something to be proud of!!!
And......."
Life's good. Life's great" that's
fantastic!!!
And...........you know there's a chance you're
NOT lying to yourself, you know??!!
SH can be like a
drug........the urges, the "need", the addiction, the pulling you back to.........so reminiscing about it......well it can be natural to feel that pull/that "calling". But as you know it
can get better, it
has, and it can
keep getting better.......sure there
might be times when the reminiscing feels........but try to keep hanging in there, hey??
It sounds like you've been doing
so well......and you have seen "both sides", what it's like with, and what it's like without...........
But regardless we're here for you..........so you're not on your own with this.
Alison