I was anorexic from age 14 to 38. Started showing signs at age 6.
Like you, i knew no other way to be, it was my life, my identity.
Now i am free- really free from it.
I do not worry about or think a out food or obsess over my weight.
I thought after over 24 years it was just not possible for me to recover, it was just too late, i was going to be stuck that way and miserable forever.
I was wrong
if i can recover from the mess i was trapped in, i promise you that you can do it too! Today i am healthy a d my body is strong.