I was released from the mental health floor of a local hospital close to 2 weeks ago, I had spent only 4 days there but 4 was more than enough for me I was taken off of my Paxil, and all other meds, and put down to only Zyprexa as well as Visteral. They tried me on Saphris, which helped quite a bit but my insurance laughed in their face about paying for it, and would have left me with a $500 a month bill.

My psychiatrist has me on the Zyprexa 2.5mg, but I don't feel any better. If anything, my moods have shifted much more than normal, they just arn't nearly as severe. I committed myself because of how close I was to suicide, and it scared me.

I need help... and I honestly don't know where to get it anymore. The meds don't seem to be helping, and I feel like I'm losing my grip once again. I want to feel better, but I'm not.