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Making it all up? What if I don't realize it? Don't know any better? If so, my pdoc and meds really don't matter. What if I'm a phony and it's just all in my head? How do I know? I know I'm blowing up the boards...I'm feeling sick.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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