I mean seriously, who goes from completely depressed, : , her *** glued to the couch (almost literally--even with kids around), to a perfectly kept house, better attended to kids, and drastically improving mood almost overnight? It defies logic. Could a medicine really have done that? Seriously, I feel like I have to be faking it. Like those were theoretical sugar pills. I honestly am living like a different person (the person I was prior to my breakdown 3 years ago) and I haven't even been "saved" again...in other words, this doesn't feel like a "Jesus thing". I feel like I'm in the video for R.E.M.'s Shiny Happy People. I don't know what to think.