I too wrote a tread about boredom. I am going through it. I have had tooth pain and somehow I was led to drinking and it eased my pain but now drinking too much.

Things to cope should be fun. I mean the things I do to cope are not fun. People keep telling me to do what mskes me happy. Things don't make me happy so what do I do?

Then today I was thinking that if depression says to sleep, then sleep. I Jean I have been told to go through my emotions. I need to go through them to come to the other side. I really feel like I do. So why am I not coming through to the other side.

It seems when I am feeling better, I realize how bored I am then I get depressed. I can't come up with things to do. Go out and walk. Yeah, I do them, but really, is it doing anything? It does make the time pass and sometimes you met up with someone or an animal or plant.

This life sucks but have to force myself to say "it's going to be a wonderful day" sometimes works but I always come back diwn.

Just get me out of here soneone! That's how I feel.