Hey! I can write you a novel. I don't have time now but will say what I can and come back. I will come back.

Quickly now I have three kids. My baby is was born in December. I stayed on my lamictal the whole pregnancy and took my klonopin as needed.

I was soooo sick my first trimester and had a couple weeks of pretty brutal depression. The first trimester is horrible even not bipolar. Between the hormones messing without your head and the nausea and the fatigue and oh my it is hideous.

It's probably going to get better. Possibly a whole lot better. For me the sun always starts coming out around 12-14 weeks.

You can do this.

Let's keep in touch. We can talk sleep dep and breastfeeding and all that fun stuff.

For right now. Take a breath. This is one of the toughest parts. Hang in there.