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Originally Posted by cashart10
Making it all up? What if I don't realize it? Don't know any better? If so, my pdoc and meds really don't matter. What if I'm a phony and it's just all in my head? How do I know? I know I'm blowing up the boards...I'm feeling sick.
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I know how you feel hun, it scares me to talk about it because I feel like it's all fake, that my brain can't be trusted. Between, bipolar, DID, derealization and depersonalization, I just don't believe it sometimes. I'm afraid of starting therapy and to be told that I'm just acting.
Getting stabile on meds tells me that's the way I always were, till I quit meds and then lose it.
I hope you get to feeling better Sweety.
