I'm bored. I killed some time by writing out on the 14 pages of AISH disability but i have no motivation to care about it so I faxed it to my mom. I don't like writing about how I'm disabled. I'm not. Society is disabled. I just want a better start on life because I was suicidal during both jobs and paranoid. Vyvanse isn't doing anything. The dose is too low even with my methylphenidate tolerance it's worse than a placebo.

But if it works on 70-90mg, it's covered by AISH. They don't want to cover concerta for some reason :/